Why?

Week 6. Half way.

So I've told a few close friends I'm on this challenge, and part of me is thinking that they probably think I'm crazy.

Thinking now I'm thinking maybe I am.


I'm feeling pretty down lately and I'm beginning to ask myself, why do I want to lose weight? Why do I really want to do this?

I'm very snappy and very moody and I'm taking it out on my kids.

Do I want to be skinny and snappy and moody? Am I that vain?

I just want to cry. I don't know what I want anymore.

I want to be a better mum not screaming at my kids constantly, giving them the love and attention they need.

Do I need to give up the 12wbt? Do I need to give up my cake decorating?

I'm very confused and not feeling the best at the moment.